Lucy In The Sky With Diamonds

these days i always can't sleep until 4 or 5 am and get up in the late afternoon... i really hate sleeplessness, but i can't control... and during the wake up time, i watch movies, go to internet and do some reading... i only have one meal a day coz i really don't want to prepare it... and the only one meal is just istant noodles... i know, i know, it's bad for my health, but i start to get used of it... i live a state of chaos... and i don't want to go over my study in holiday... most things i do in holiday are waste of time, i think... maybe going back to school can help turn everything to normal... well, whatever, i'll try my best to make myself fall into sleep early tonite... wish me luck...

It's time to start to go to school again... I luv holiday and i don't want to leave home... And i just knew that one of my teachers quit. So maybe i can't see him any more... He's so young and just like our brother... I think i'll miss him...

These days i keep on listening a song named 'Boston', by the band 'Augustana'. It's about leaving, hiding, and running away. Sometimes i just wanna run away, to a place no one knows me... I start to like Boston, a totally strange city to me, and no one knows my name there. I believe everyone wants to go far away when they were young. Travelling around the world, meeting different people, getting colorful memories, all these will make life great. I always feel the outside world is calling me. Life need changes. When i'm ready, i'll go.