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February 26, 2012
it is such foolish thought i have. everyone knows that it is not realistic. i am just such an innocent girl. being an adult, that means u have to afford much more stuff than before. mostly, u even have no chance to say no. that is just because u r an adult now. it seems that everything u do is ur duty. when u do it well, no one will give u any reward, even no one will think highly of u, or say something good to admire u. no…none of them will happen after u grow up. besides, when u do bad in it, all complains occur to u.how horrible it is. when something bad happened on me or on my family. i know that i have to brave enough to handle it. i always tell myself. everything is gonna be fine, if you keep on it, u will see the beautiful sunshine. firstly,i am strong enough to get over it. secondly, i also do good in it. but for the third times and so on, i start to compliant to god. why? just tell me why ? why i have to suffer from all those things. why i can not live an normal life like other guys ? having an nice job,do everthing they want with their own money. but for me, everything around me is fear, bet, and family.i hate who i am now, no happy but sad. and finally i found the resource why those things happened to me.yes, because i grow up now.i know i find an stupid excuse for myself. and that is why i have my own reason for this word:i dont want to grow up.
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