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October 6, 2009
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Ya Allah...Ya Robby...
Ya Rahman...Ya Rahim...
Ya Karim...Ya Quddus...
Ya Salam...Ya Muhaimin...
Forgive me,
I’m too clumsy to knock Your door so early like this
Because it’s not usual I knock Your door in the lonely times…
In usual time,
My eyes are closed with the chain of the devil
And a piece of my heart drowning in dreams…
Really
There is something that I want to tell
… I break it
And I lost it in the so early day like this….
About fidgety
That disturbs my heart n my mind
In yesterdays till now….
About worries that I save well in the corner of my heart
About….a secret,
…
…sin
…….sin
………..sin
I have created it till my age getting old
It has covered my faith that I keep in my soul
Slowly BUT sure,
That sins bring me far from the light….
Forgive me,
I hide it in the deepest of my heart,
…with a hope….
Nobody will ask it,
About
What
What for…
And Where will go….
“…I…”,
After death it didn’t leave meaning…?
...Forgive me
Forgive me Ya Robby...
For sins that still appear till now
...in my ears...
...in my eyes..
...and in my heart...
For the badness…
Careless…
And mistakes that I do never stop
For the jealous…
Envy…
And all the bad sayings that grow in this dirty heart
Forgive me Ya Allah
Ya Robby...Ya Hasby...
For the serving to wrong things
...to idols that can’t be seen by eyes…
...thoghut-thoghut in the deep hell...
...diamond, pearl and property...
...and them who even make this heart do fornication…
Forgive me Ya Allah
For the bad behavior toward hearts and souls of other people…
For the trick in sayings covered by love…
Hypocrisy...!!!!!!
...and all bad deeds that I consider it sweet…..
Forgive me...
Forgive me...
Ya Ghoffar...
Ya Qohhar...
Ya Jabbar...
...For so perfect mistakes..!
...Even my cryings can’t wash it...
...What is still remain...???
...I’m...
...now...
...like...
a piece of putrid meat that proper to be cut!!!!!
Astaghfirullahal 'Adhim...
Astaghfirullahal 'Adhim...
Astaghfirullahal 'Adhim...
Ya Rahman...
...Ya Rahim...
Ya Karim...
...Ya Muhaimin...
...
Now I come…I beg to You…
...with all weakness,
...with all lowness,
...I hope to be deleted,
...I hope to be pure,
...I hope to be pure,
...
the dark sins
...even in so early day like this...
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aliyatul_hikmah |
"Surely I have turned myself, being upright, wholly to Him Who originated the heavens and the earth, and I am not of the polytheists." (Qur'an_6:79) "My Lord! I seek refuge in Thee from asking Thee that of which I have no knowledge; and if Thou shouldst not forgive me and have mercy on me, I should be of the losers." (Qur'an_11:47) "O my Lord! cause me to disembark a blessed alighting, and Thou art the best to cause to alight." (Qur'an_23:29) "My Lord: Grant me wisdom, and join me with the good. And ordain for me a goodly mention among posterity. And make me of the heirs of the garden of bliss. And forgive my father, for surely he is of those who have gone astray; And disgrace me not on the day when they are raised. The day on which property will not avail, nor sons. Except him who comes to Allah with a heart free (from evil). " (Qur'an_26:23) "My Lord! grant me that I should be grateful for Thy favor which Thou hast bestowed on me and on my parents, and that I should do good such as Thou art pleased with, and make me enter, by Thy mercy, into Thy servants, the good ones." (Qur'an_27:19) "O my Lord! Expand my breast for me, And make my affair easy to me, And loose the knot from my tongue, (That) they may understand my word;" (Qur'an_20:25-28) "O my Lord ! increase me in knowledge." (Qur'an_20:114) "Our Lord! make not our hearts to deviate after Thou hast guided us aright, and grant us from Thee mercy; surely Thou art the most liberal Giver." (Qur'an_3:8) "Our Lord! forgive us our faults and our extravagance in our affair and make firm our feet and help us against the unbelieving people." (Qur'an_3:147) "Our Lord! do not punish us if we forget or make a mistake; Our Lord! do not lay on us a burden as Thou didst lay on those before us, Our Lord do not impose upon us that which we have not the strength to bear; and pardon us and grant us protection and have mercy on us, Thou art our Patron, so help us against the unbelieving people. " (Qur'an_2:286) "Our Lord! grant us good in this world and good in the hereafter, and save us from the chastisement of the fire." (Qur'an_2:201) "Those who remember Allah standing and sitting and lying on their sides and reflect on the creation of the heavens and the earth: Our Lord! Thou hast not created this in vain! Glory be to Thee; save us then from the chastisement of the fire: Our Lord! surely whomsoever Thou makest enter the fire, him Thou hast indeed brought to disgrace, and there shall be no helpers for the unjust: Our Lord! surely we have heard a preacher calling to the faith, saying: Believe in your Lord, so we did believe; Our Lord! forgive us therefore our faults, and cover our evil deeds and make us die with the righteous. Our Lord! and grant us what Thou hast promised us by Thy apostles; and disgrace us not on the day of resurrection; surely Thou dost not fail to perform the promise." (Qur'an_3:191-194) Ameen......  |
